Sleepy...

I'm tired and can't sleep. The only time I seem to get any rest is after an evening of alcohol induced fun. If I'm lucky ill be asleep by 230. It won't due much good because ill just wake up at 4 and then again at 6. My dreams have simmered and have not been as fanatical. I almost miss it. Thank god I don't work tmrw. I need one more day to myself. One more. I'm watching my fan. Always spinning always turning always the same. I need more change. More I'm starting to see the insides of my eyes.